Poetry from a mended heart

My thoughts are cluttered,  Merged with my emotions Makes me irrational.    Paranoia chokes me,         Apathy chains me down. The enemy fights back with psychological blows    Thoughts in my mind began to swirl and swell.        Firefliestwitching in my blood,          Shadows moving down the pages of my life                Constant happiness is something I crave. And.....Sleep always come as a welcomed friend. Thoughts of a poet.

When I look around,    I see pink roses peeping gently under the bud, peering at the morning sun shyly. When I look around,  I see the wind and the leaves playing over the Meadows. When I look around,  I see the clouds with their Sterling lining, the commuters of the heaven, preventing the sun or the moon sometimes from shining down to us.         I see them traveling with the wind. When I look a round,  I see a Man with eyes of fire looking straight at Me.  So I run into the fiery sea,  I look up to a starless night and in the air is death no more.

Oh, take those lips away,         That so sweetly were for sworn And those eyes like break of day.               Lights that do mislead the morn, But my kisses bring again,                 Seals of love, though sealed in vain. You are the reason. Let me own each and every fiber of your skin And oh,               those eyes that could mesmerize and soften a long darkened soul Don't convict me for my imperfections rather give me vindication for all my sins        Touch me like your fingers were the switch to a whole star sky.             You are heavily bliss molded only for me. You are the reason. 

She missed and loved him.                 She cared about him, She was enthralled by his soul and mesmerized by his touch.     She pulled him close to her heart, but he never appreciated. He saw and ignored her,       He never cared about her. He threw her heart in the darkest of abyss of his big heart.       He bruised her soul regardless of whether he was killing her or not. She made his life a garden where planted roses were her love roses.                    She set herself on fire burning her love and said" I tried my best but i shall never for settle for less."

The black clouds of depression raises it's ugly head once more, The starless sky never speaks but run to catch the hiding stars, The dark forest next road is calling my name for help, And the outside people seem to be afraid of the dark forest. Dark forest, where the blacks had hidden the whites. Where the immortals became mortals. Where the scent of roses became stench. But sadly, where the beautiful river became waterless.  Last night, the dark forest's last leaves fell like notes from a piano and left it's ovals echoing in my ear. I went down the green woods  and saw a waterless river. He told me that the sun's love was harsh that it easily dried up his love potion. He told me that he called A,B,C names but never seem to get any help. He told me that two drops of my tears Would make him a blissful river. And he told me that a smile on my face would change the dark to an enchanted Forest. Sooner, the first drops of my tea...

Rainy inside,       Sunny outside. Winter inside,         Summer outside. Dilemma inside,            Resolution outside. Lost in a raged storm due to her appearance Sank in deep ice due to her frozen hazel eyes. Ice caged heart and frozen love clothed him. Come , run with me! Melt your soul and pour it in my ice caged heart so that you can unfreeze my love. Please Come run with me For, loving her was a mistake, A mistake that red drowned his heart, A mistake that he was left off naked. And in a time, He thought the rain inside would change into sunny He thought the summer outside would kill the snowflakes inside And he though that dilemma in him would now be a resolution and ever. But it was the same with his umamended heart