Poetry from a mended heart

I made a silent wish to see you one day, Whole, safe and sound. I yearned for the moon to keep me company, But I've learned that quiet isn't always peace. There is a goner in the room, And she has to go. But before you go, Hey ma, Can you hold my hand? .... I called...  But never seemed to reach. I'm loosing my breath,  I think I'm drowning. Now, I'm down on my knees, Asking God,  to let you hold my hand and  Pull me out of the water. To let me hear your voice cause your words soothed me like a song.  And oh,  Your perfume, the way it lingered in the air, Sometimes I'd wish to smell it again for me to get a sense that you're here. I'm in pieces, There is pain in the body, Pain in the mind, Pain in the psyche, Is there a way out? Hey ma, Can you hold my heart? ...... I made a silent wish to see you one day, Whole, safe and sound. I held my mouth shut to cover my silent screams, I yearned for your company And I've learned that quiet isn't always pe...

 Leave me?  Déjà vû. You look at me like I'm see through But, Everything you think you see, Wasn't everything there was to me. Mom says "light a candle, burn some incense" but Mom my inner sense is the only thing stopping me from burning myself to the ground. Sorry, i can't save me now, I am aware of my heart; it opens and closes And i guess I'm an Alexi thy mic now.   Besides all,            My little heart is great, for the burdens it carries. Brave little heart!

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Today, The sun's Rays is very distant While it's sound had to fill the silence in my heart. Tonight, The moon fell down and lost it's pale glow. And... I am all that is left here, Left alone with scars on my wrist.           I wonder how the world would look like when I stop breathing.  Come, Come hold me cause I'm leaving soon.              Come, Taste me, there is salty tears on my cheecks        Yours sincerely, Depression. Sabine__

Ever heard of love at first sight? When he met her, the sun shone and the birds came out to play When he looked in her eyes , they showed him how love flows. Perfect strangers they was.  I believe he fell in love with her for the very first time he saw her, He wished for her, He envied her, He saw through her eyes how heavens looks like He liked the idea of seeing her almost everyday And he hoped that maybe, just maybe she would feel the same way. For three years, He waited hopelessly for her love. Everytime he saw her, His heart skipped a beat. For , The beauty in her eyes was a glow that shines like a sunrise, Her smile opened up the cloudy skies, Her laughter delighted  butterflies, And Rosy cheeks covered her face. She left him speechlessly . The second they meet, their eyes locked, he grabbed her by surprise and he kissed her. For she fell in love with his lips. His lips were soft and tender, it smelt of roses of a pure heart, she tried to resist ...

He was a dream, Even though they're apart, She's still right. He came to her so suddenly and left even quicker, Just like a dream.  She can barely remember anything they did together. He would kiss her forehead and tell her that he loves her like in the books that she Always read. He used to stare at her and she would ask why, He'd say she's pretty and she'd blush and shake her head. But Everytime, dragonflies flooded in her body, Yes, dragonflies, Instead of butterflies Because they're more intense. She could stare into his eyes every second of every day, Getting lost inside the galaxies of his eyes, Letting them drown her in the beauty that only he could give off. He was much like poetry, Subtle, yet overwhelmingly beautiful. " I don't miss you exactly, but i miss our love" SHE SAID